Lots to say

Hey Everyone...I am so sorry its been so long but as I mentioned before I spilled wine on my computer and fried the mother board. I have learned my lesson...I keep my wine on another table now.
I have so much to tell everyone. These past weeks or days or whatever have been filled with my little life events that some might say bordered on drudgery but its my drudgery. And because you seem to care enough to tune in and read my ramblings it now becomes your drudgery as well.
Actually my life is great. I have come so far from where I was this time last year...by September I was borderline suicidal and now I am just as happy as I can be with my life...sure we all wish some things were a little different but all in all I am very satisfied with my life.
So onto my new Dell....Its like a gift from the angels. I have never had a computer custom made for me but this one is. I call him Kermit because every time I see the beautiful green cover I start to sing Kermit's song....I think its something like...Its not easy being green....
Oh well enough of that. This piece of technology has made me smile. Its fully loaded and has extra stuff for my photography and my Internet (of course)...(my window to the world which has been one thing that has improved my mood.
I also quit smoking. I still am not completely out of the woods but it seems so doable for me now. Every now and then I will take a drag or two when I'm ready to have a nervous break down but otherwise I've pretty much beat this thing.

Today is Thursday which is like my Friday so TGIT EVERYONE!!!! Okay so basically what I am saying is after work I nap then tan with a friend then I will write about one of many many topics I have thought of this last week or so.

My mother was a trooper by allowing me joint custody but I know it was not completely fair because sometimes I would hog it. Its the only thing that works when I am fighting a nicotine craving so if it seems like I'm online a bit (for the facebook users that know me) just know I am just tyring to get through this. It keeps my mind and hands busy and Mike and Ikes take care of my oral fixation for now (Dave has other ideas but that's for another topic).

I have pictures, news, ideas, thoughts and opinions to share with all of you whether you wanted any of these things or not. So make sure to tune in the next few days at my two blogs. This one and my less PC one:

www.lisaunleashed.blogspot.com

"Every person has the same potential for inner tranquility, but negative forces such as fear, suspicion, selfishness and self-hatred can destroy inner peace"

-His Holiness the Dalai Lama

Now I am going to say what you just read is so true. I have been the one putting up all these road blocks to my own happiness and though Rome wasn't built in a day I think I am definitely heading in the right direction.